Friday, August 7, 2009

goodbye coochie... ='(

wala na si coochie...
it's so sudden and we really don't know the cause. she's been sick for almost a week. wala na syang gana kumain ng solid foods. puro water intake na lang sya. hanggang sa pati yung water vino-vomit na nya. tapos parang tamad na tamad syang kumilos... nangyari na sa kanya 'to before kaya we were thinking, just like before, she'll recover. she'll again be the sweet and noisy dog that she is....

last night, nagresearch pa ko about home treatment for dog sickness.
before i left for work this morning, nagpabili pa ko kay dad ng pedialyte for coochie para ma-rehydrate sya since hindi na nga sya nakakakain ng maayos. sabi kasi ni avee yun daw yung pinainom nya kay sacci dati.
when i got home around 10pm, i was expecting that coochie will be a bit better. but she looked weaker...i haven't seen her that sick.... =(
that's the time i decided to look for a veterinary clinic near our area para mapacheck-up na namin sya first thing tomorrow morning.
kahit sobrang antok na ko, hindi pa din ako umakyat ng room. hindi kasi talaga ako mapalagay. nandun yung feeling na ayaw kong iwanan si coochie, na parang gusto ko lang sya bantayan the whole night until mapacheck-up ko na sya the next day....while online, sinisilip silip ko siya ng madalas to see kung okay pa ba sya, kung gusto ba nya uminom etc etc.
to be honest, nung umakyat na si dad mom and bunsoy para matulog and kaming 2 na lang ni coochie yung natira dito sa baba, napaiyak na ko. i was so worried that i tried looking for 24/7 vet clinics! desperate mode na ko by then. i was thinking kahit malayo yung clinic, go pa din.

tapos yun na nga.... =(
i saw coochie lying on her side, eyes half closed...hirap na syang huminga and parang nachochoke sya....that's the time that i called on dad mom and bunsoy. super humagulgol na ko. LITERAL. ='( lalu pa kong naiyak kasi parang hinintay lang ni coochie makababa sila dad and puntahan sya before she said goodbye...

grabe...as i am writing this blog, iyak pa din ako ng iyak.
super super super love ko yang coochie na yan eh.
for 8years, sya yung naging "baby" ng family... =(

mamimiss ko yung pagbati nya sa'kin whenever i get home.
mamimiss ko yung pagiyak iyak nya kasi gusto nyang magpapasok sa loob ng house.
mamimiss ko yung hahatian and susubuan ko sya ng food ko.
mamimiss ko yung panggigigil ko sa kanya na di sya nagcocomplain.
mamimiss ko yung ihu-hug ko sya kapag may nadinig syang paputok. =)

mamimiss ko yung hilahan session namin kapag paliliguan sya.
mamimiss ko yung sweet face nya.........................
and a lot more....!

i love you coochie!